Things Tend to Work Themselves Out

The last few months were a mess for me, I didn't know whether I was coming or going, but now EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT NOW.  One may ask, what is so different?  I have decided not to worry and do what I can with what I have.  No need to worry, because things tend to work themselves out one way or another.  Still behind on my mortgages, but I'm alright with that.  By the end of this year everything will be much better than it was. 

Things that still need to be taken care of:
cable bill
ADT
overdrawn in my account again

Really sick and tired of being sick and tired.  It seems that I keep making the same mistakes and getting completely no where.  What seems to be the problem?  Holding on to the past, these are things that I can not change.  I haven't realized that I can do and be anyone that I want to be. 

Next Steps
move from where I am
get burglar doors
keep putting money into my accounts
stop worrying

Don't know what to say or do, feel sometimes that I am not worthy, but I know I am.  As always this is me venting!

This is the Skinny

Have cut all ties with the house on Colorado Street.  Staying with my mom, feel such like a loser.  Paying off bills, but not doing that in the correct order.  So, so very sad.  On a lighter note, I feel free from all of the stress that I had this time last month.  Follow me, you know sometimes, my writing is sometimes random.  These are the things I need to get done.  Also, I was told that I am lazy and I am not retired.  I truly understand what that means.  I do things at my own pace.  Not anyone elses.  I have also been told that I am a free spirit, whatever that means.  I guess I can look that up. 

Behind on mortgages
Power
Cable
Car note
House repaired on Fisk
Find me a place to stay:  This is really not working for me!
Get business license for WJJ Properties
Put houses under LLC
Doctor Hospital
ADT

Slowing down has really help me get it together.  I know I have potential, it's just tapping into it.  It seems that I keep making the same mistakes.  A budget is in my future.

November bills
Mortgages
Power
Car note
House repaired on Fisk
Have to find me a place to stay by February

Of course these are random thoughts, but last month was something, a big chaotic mess.  That landed me to here.  Make it work is what I say!  It's a long journey, but I will make small steps to get where I need to be. 

Also, good tenants!