As I think about my life I am truly blessed. I am still here. Once upon a time I had this spirit that would do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted, that girl left. Where she went, I don't know. The thing that is crazy are the decisions that I made really weren't the best. True, what goes up most come down, that I completely understand.
Bad decisions
Liam should have been sold a long time ago, now I don't know if I'll be able to get rid of him.
Marybelle, it rains in her, I can't use the key to unlock the door, and now my seats will not move.
My house, in a neighborhood that's all I say, cost to much, interest rate high
On the other hand, I was able to do all of these things. Now that 40 is coming fast, I feel that there are several things I should have done, but didn't do. It's not the best feeling. One thing I can say is I have learned from my mistakes and all I can do is try to make them better.
It's the summer time and there are things I want to do.
Laingley's 1st birthday party
take a trip in July
get house together
take a mommy and me swim class
take him to the beach
All of this takes money, did I mention that I dropped my phone again. It never fails, there is always something. On a brighter note, I do feel better about myself. I've decided to do the things that I have failed to do. For instance, take a drawing class. I also want to take sign language.
I'm taking one day at a time, that's all I can do. Tomorrow isn't promised I know, but I have to make the most of it. I've gotten over myself and I must stay that way.
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