That's the big question. Of course it is mine, but it seems like it is my debt collectors. As long as I owe people, the money I make isn't mine. With that being said, I have hit the ground running paying of all of these student loan bills.This is really a big time in my life. Having this 3 year old that I am responsible for and wanting more for me life has added a push o my life. There are many things that I have accomplished, but there is so much more.
Paying things off is a priority. What's funny is that I have extra money to put toward my debt, that I didn't realize I had before. Maybe my mindset has changed who knows?
Things are getting better, and I truly see that! Now, to put things in action and continue to do right by my money, myself, time, and others.
The Road to Financial Freedom
Fed Loan 3006.72 August 200 a month
Allied Account Services 6372 Walden University 50 a month
Navient 11,420.16 payment arrangement 200 until meet original debt (these debts are combined)
12,297.98 payment arrangement 200 until meet original debt
Fed Loan 71,066.74 service loan forgiveness 60 (these debts are combined to be paid for 10 years and loan will be forgiven)
All together, about 500 a month I'm paying to eliminate this debt. Much of this needs to be
paid off in order for me to move. Which I'm truly looking forward to. Will not have extreme
mortgage payment. No longer will I be a victim to debt.
As you see, I have the most student loan debt. With that being said, paying off these debts
makes me feel like I can do anything. When a debt has been paid, I feel a sense of relief. One thing down and a few more to go.
Having all of this debt has really made me feel like a loser, failure, and inadequate. When my credit is looked at people say, "You really don't have bad credit, if you didn't have those student loans." That's the truth. I have several student loans, which have been consolidated. I left out the loans that are prior to 1998, this will allow me to qualify for Teacher Loan Forgiveness.
The sad thing is I really didn't have much time to complete my PhD. I am everything, but my dissertation. This where all of the debt came into play. I've contacted Walden, but I know regardless, the 6372 must be paid off before school is even thought about. What I'm thinking is close to 15000 is needed in order for me to get back n and complete my PhD.
During my depressive state, completing my PhD was not an option. Completely decided that I didn't deserve it, it wasn't worth it, and what is the point. In my previous life, I never liked for things to be incomplete. And here we are!
Once I got over myself and things started looking up, the thought came that I am totally worth it.
In all honesty, things really aren't that bad. I can take care of myself and my baby, so we are good.
Started back making candles (Betty's Only)
My health is better, taking Nature Throid instead of Synthroid
Changed my lifestyle
Taking piano lessons
Hot Yoga class
Paying off debt
He's happy and healthy
Working on myself is the best thing I can do for everyone! Once, I put myself first things started changing for the better. Honestly, I take things personal and that prevents me from interacting for real, but overall, I am good. Let me rephrase that, we are good!