Things have been moving forward and I have been putting my money to good use. I got my tax return and I have paid off many outstanding bills. Those bills that were $50-$200, it feels good, but I am afraid that I will not have anything to show for the money that I have received. I want to do different this year with my tax return. Not believing in myself seems to be an issue. I am looking forward to positive results and making my credit score move up. It has nowhere else to go, but up. That's for real. I have set many goals and am making them work.
There is a goal that I have made, that took some of the money I had away. Also, I have had to make some adjustments in my clothes. That is more money that has gone to upgrade my wardrobe, so that is worth it. I have also been eating out. Ran out of groceries so that leaves me to eat out. Not a good choice, but it is what it is. All bills have been paid, need to change where my power bill goes, it still goes to my mothers house. That's an issue too. Another thing, I have set up automatic draft for most of my bills, I need to do that with my power bill and my water if that is an option.
It feels good to look in my account and see all of the money that I have saved. Now to not blow it. There are some things that I need to get, but they will help me to become a better person. What will I do when I grow up? Where will I go? What will be my position in life? Will I complete this program? Do I want to have a leadership degree? Will I stay in the classroom for my entire career? These are all questions that I want to know the answer to, but I will wait to find out. I will continue to put my best foot forward, grow in walk with God, and do what I can to make things better.
I am doing property manangement for a house around the street. I have posted it on socialserve.com and I think it should be rented by the end of the month. This is dealing with those on government assistance so that is money that is coming regardless. Now as far as the other house, they have to go. Tired of trying to get you to pay something you know you need to pay. I went ahead and filed for an eviction. Everytime I do this, it makes me feel some kind of way. Like I really don't want to, but I have no choice. It is part of the game.
Looking at my life there have been some ups and downs and for the most part I have survived them all. Learning as I go and trying to make the best of it. As for school, I have received a specialist degree, now what about this paper that I have to write. I have been in the program for a very long time and it doesn't seem like it will ever end. I know I can't compare myself to others, but for real, it is time to move on to something else. Looking at my future plans, I know and have always known, I don't want to be in the classroom forever. There were plans I made that didn't come to fruition, but that wasn't what God wanted for me. Sometimes, he will bring you to it, but not through it because it wasn't for you. That is something that I have had to realize in my life.
Things are moving forward and it's because I have made some adequate changes in my life. Not doing many of the things I used to do, not being around many of the people I used to be around has helped me to progress in my life. Sometimes it is hard, but you have to limit your interactions with certain people and things in order to see progress. That I have seen. Ordering my steps has helped me greatly and I am proud.
Now, continue to put my best foot forward, not look back on old things. Get over my art of sabatoge and continue to love and embrace the people that love and cherish me. I am thankful for everything that has happened in my life, the good and the bad. Thankful for the people that I have encountered over the years, because without them I wouldn't be where I am today. Life has a purpose for you. As long as you move forward and do what is right, things will fall into place. What I'm realizing is that we want to be worldly and not Godly, that tends to pose a problem no matter what. Love yourself. Don't spend all you have! Put yourself around people that are movers and shakers. Give back to your community! These things will help you grow into the person that you are meant to be.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Continue to do Good Works
Things are moving an the right direction and I am so proud of my accomplishments. I received my tax return yesterday and I am making moves toward paying off old debts. To be honest, I was excited in the morning when I realized that my tax return was in my account. As the day progressed sadness reared its ugly face. This was due to understanding that that money would soon be gone. At least it is going toward old bills that have been hovering over my head for a few years. One of the first things I paid was Knology I owed $103 to them, next, I paid First Premier, which is my credit card. I paid the entire debt which was $380. I also paid for my mortgage. Greentree is the worst mortgage company that I have dealt with. My mortgage was sold to them and I truly don't like the company. Whenever I call, I always get the same person. My paperwork says that my mortgage payment is $405, but they say it's $600. I don't what to believe. Try not to get a mortgage with Greentree, because they are the worst.
Overall, I am proud of my achievements and really looking forward to getting in a better place with my finances. No, I am not perfect. I am human living and having a human experience. I make mistakes and know that things can only get better. What I am thinking, I will take out a secured loan for $1,000 and pay it off. That will help to bring up my credit scores. The only thing they can do is go up. This is the worst my scores have ever been and I am looking forward to seeing the progress of growth for my credit scores.
Things to do:
Overall, I am proud of my achievements and really looking forward to getting in a better place with my finances. No, I am not perfect. I am human living and having a human experience. I make mistakes and know that things can only get better. What I am thinking, I will take out a secured loan for $1,000 and pay it off. That will help to bring up my credit scores. The only thing they can do is go up. This is the worst my scores have ever been and I am looking forward to seeing the progress of growth for my credit scores.
Things to do:
- Write letters to the credit bureaus pertaining to the debts I have paid and the old debts that are older than 7 years, they need to be removed.
- Continue to pay for debts so that my credit scores will go up
- Make an appointment with my credit counselor to see my progress and what are my next steps
- Go to the bank and take out a secured loan for $1,000. This will help increase my scores
- Save, save, and save some more. Work toward always have at least $3,000 in the bank at all times
- Eliminate as much as I can and put that money toward outstanding debts.
- Clean out the refrigerators in storage and put them on Craigslist
- Get rid of my storage unit that will save $50+ a month because I am always late
- Put all bills on automatic bill pay so that bills will continue to get paid
- Get rid of my wireless card, that will cut my cell phone bill down at least $50 a month
- Find a house phone that will work with my alarm system that is cheaper than my current bill
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Subtle Changes are the Best
Yesterday, I posted and I am glad. I have said it time and time again, I will do better by my blogs and I try to, but of course life gets in the way. While writing yesterday, I had major thoughts, no I didn't express them, but the thought was there. I was told that, it's the thought that counts! Maybe my thoughts can help someone out in the long run.
There are several things going on in my life and one of them is getting closer to God. I will admit that I haven't been the perfect christian and know I am not now, but my walk is getting better and better. I have gone to Sunday School every Sunday this year. (Sunday School is my thing, I love it because it's personal and you get to share and express). I have gone to church twice, plus, I have started a workout class at church on Tuesday nights. It's fun and a way to relax and it's not strenious, something light and to the point. While going to church, I realized that these are people that have known me my entire life. I have been blessed to be a member of this church since the day I was born. I owe that to Betty Jackson, my mother, for this I am thankful!
Walking this path was not promised to be easy, but it will lead you in the right direction. In saying this, paying attention to my life and the things I have accomplished or set out to do, I have not completed many of my goals. Maybe those are the things that were not meant for me to do. As stated before, my life has had many financial issues, but I press on. You know why, because life moves on regardless of my wanting it to or not.
Selling items on Craigslist was a blessing, but did I do right by that money? No, I didn't. What did I do with it? Bought fast food which is not healthy or a good choice for me. I did spend some of it on a friend that lost his father, I bought food for them and other household items. So, it all wasn't spent in vain.
Here I am today thinking about what I can do to better myself and my future!
I forgot that I knew how to arch my own eyebrows, so I bought a tool to do that with. That saves 10 a month. Cutting corners anyway possible. My mother buys me groceries so that's one less bill I have to pay. My refrigerator is full, that is a blessing and I receive it.
As always, things will be alright in the long run. What I'm realizing is the things we deem important really aren't. Life, love, happiness, and a relationship with God is all that counts. Do your best to get closer to the things that are important. You and me will be alright.
There are several things going on in my life and one of them is getting closer to God. I will admit that I haven't been the perfect christian and know I am not now, but my walk is getting better and better. I have gone to Sunday School every Sunday this year. (Sunday School is my thing, I love it because it's personal and you get to share and express). I have gone to church twice, plus, I have started a workout class at church on Tuesday nights. It's fun and a way to relax and it's not strenious, something light and to the point. While going to church, I realized that these are people that have known me my entire life. I have been blessed to be a member of this church since the day I was born. I owe that to Betty Jackson, my mother, for this I am thankful!
Walking this path was not promised to be easy, but it will lead you in the right direction. In saying this, paying attention to my life and the things I have accomplished or set out to do, I have not completed many of my goals. Maybe those are the things that were not meant for me to do. As stated before, my life has had many financial issues, but I press on. You know why, because life moves on regardless of my wanting it to or not.
Selling items on Craigslist was a blessing, but did I do right by that money? No, I didn't. What did I do with it? Bought fast food which is not healthy or a good choice for me. I did spend some of it on a friend that lost his father, I bought food for them and other household items. So, it all wasn't spent in vain.
Here I am today thinking about what I can do to better myself and my future!
- Continue to get closer to God
- Start and end my day with a bible passage
- Sell all items in storage so that will be one less bill
- Take pictures of the storage unit and post it on Craigslist
- Take the refrigerators out of storage and sell them for scrap metal
- Take photos of candles and post them on Craiglist
- Extra cash that I make put it towards an outstanding bill
- Get more organized in my life and realize that I can do all things with God that strengthens me
- Understand that I am an individual and regardless, I am someone
- Put my best foot forward at all times
- Remove toxic situations and people from my life
- Continue to do good things and be around good people
I forgot that I knew how to arch my own eyebrows, so I bought a tool to do that with. That saves 10 a month. Cutting corners anyway possible. My mother buys me groceries so that's one less bill I have to pay. My refrigerator is full, that is a blessing and I receive it. As always, things will be alright in the long run. What I'm realizing is the things we deem important really aren't. Life, love, happiness, and a relationship with God is all that counts. Do your best to get closer to the things that are important. You and me will be alright.
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Growing Older and Making Mature Decisions
I have sold dressers out of my storage unit and made 100. I also sold all of Tanner's things for 70. This was all done on Craigs List for free. That made me feel good. There is something going on in my life and I can't truly explain. I have to make an adult decision about something and I know what the answer needs to be. Prioritize is the most important thing. I will admit that money has been a big issue for me throughout my life and spending a large amount on something that isn't a necessity now is not a bright idea. So that answers my question to myself. Plus, I have this sense of worry on my soul and I don't know how to shake it, is it because of me not having a thyroid, not believing in God, or me wanting to have a issue? I think it's the first and last answer.
I am behind on my mortgage by a month, I do have the loan modification papers that need to be filled out. There are many companies that I owe and instead of putting the money toward them, I just don't want to pay anyone. One good thing that I have done is set up automatic drafts for TMobile, Atomas Energy, and a few others, I can't recall them at the moment.
There was a proposal giving to me, I may take up the offer. You only live once is what I heard. I am growing up and need to make adult decisions that will benefit my future. One thing that I do know is I don't like paying a mortgage, that's the largest bill that I have. It's not cute other, having a car note either.
Getting rid of cable was a big decision for me. I have Roku it costs 49 plus tax, now I don't have that monthly bill of 120 plus per month. I did sign up for Netflix and I have the option to receive videos that costs 15 per month. There is a channel that you can purchase on Roku called PlayonTV for 50, this is a one time fee. With this channel you can get majority of the local cable stations.
There are positive financial things going on in my life, I just need to focus and keep it moving. I may have the selling bug. I want to get rid of things that are of no importance to me. For instance, that darn storage. I am constantly late on my payments so that is more I'm paying in late fees.
I bought a small piggy bank and have been putting in dollars and coins. When that is full the money will go toward a low debt. Get it together Ms. Jackson.
I am behind on my mortgage by a month, I do have the loan modification papers that need to be filled out. There are many companies that I owe and instead of putting the money toward them, I just don't want to pay anyone. One good thing that I have done is set up automatic drafts for TMobile, Atomas Energy, and a few others, I can't recall them at the moment.
There was a proposal giving to me, I may take up the offer. You only live once is what I heard. I am growing up and need to make adult decisions that will benefit my future. One thing that I do know is I don't like paying a mortgage, that's the largest bill that I have. It's not cute other, having a car note either.
Getting rid of cable was a big decision for me. I have Roku it costs 49 plus tax, now I don't have that monthly bill of 120 plus per month. I did sign up for Netflix and I have the option to receive videos that costs 15 per month. There is a channel that you can purchase on Roku called PlayonTV for 50, this is a one time fee. With this channel you can get majority of the local cable stations.
There are positive financial things going on in my life, I just need to focus and keep it moving. I may have the selling bug. I want to get rid of things that are of no importance to me. For instance, that darn storage. I am constantly late on my payments so that is more I'm paying in late fees.
I bought a small piggy bank and have been putting in dollars and coins. When that is full the money will go toward a low debt. Get it together Ms. Jackson.
Friday, January 18, 2013
It Gets Better with Time
Last Friday, I met with a credit counselor and it was free through my credit union. When we talked, she explained to me that credit history is a story and I told her mine. With me having thyroid cancer, losing a house, and moving, it is a wonder why I didn't go bankrupt. She told me that I should commend myself for not going bankrupt. To be honest, I embarrass easily and last year was a total disgrace to who I am. Finding out that I had thyroid cancer, having two surgeries in two weeks, and losing my first property took a toll on my character. Through it all, I made it through. Finding out that I was cancer free in April and losing the house months later. Losing the house was maybe the best thing that could have happened to me. Here I stand to tell you all that life is short and it's up to you to make it through.
Currently, I live in my property that is left and my mortgage is only $405 a month. I have a meeting this evening with the credit counselor and I am looking forward to it. I have been taking account of the money that I spend. This is a good thing. I also sent letters to a few of my creditors to see about settlements.
On another note, there's a property that I am going to do property management for and that is something that I have been trying to do for a long time. It has been a slow journey, but things are moving forward. Life is what you make it and I plan to make the most of it.
No, I'm not perfect and I do make mistakes, but I am on this journey to enjoy my life. Looking forward to financial freedom and doing the best in this life that I have been given.
Currently, I live in my property that is left and my mortgage is only $405 a month. I have a meeting this evening with the credit counselor and I am looking forward to it. I have been taking account of the money that I spend. This is a good thing. I also sent letters to a few of my creditors to see about settlements.
On another note, there's a property that I am going to do property management for and that is something that I have been trying to do for a long time. It has been a slow journey, but things are moving forward. Life is what you make it and I plan to make the most of it.
No, I'm not perfect and I do make mistakes, but I am on this journey to enjoy my life. Looking forward to financial freedom and doing the best in this life that I have been given.
Monday, December 24, 2012
They Wouldn't Be Called Resolutions
Knowing where my money goes has been an asset to me. Money was being spent on things that I didn't need, I guess they were won'ts. There are things that I have purchased that have never been used. Wasting money is no longer an option. The year is ending and there has got to be a better way. The sign of insanity is doing the same things and getting the same results. I don't want to do that anymore.
A few months back I realized that there is this person in me that is trying to get out. I will admit I am afraid of what it could be. It is only good. Shying away from things that bring me joy, so sad. 2013 will be a year of recovery, of what was lost, not getting those things back, but learning from previous mistakes and not holding on to them. Using them as lessons to help me grow into the person that I am meant to be.
Pay bills on time, if possible set up a bill pay with power.
turn in modem to Knology
pay mortgage behind 1300, 2 months and escrow
pay Marybelle on time
ask for settlement with companies I owe
pay off forecloser ask for settlement
Save $1,000 a month
find out about refinancing Marybelle
In the meantime, pay off things that have been lingering for a while. Slowly get the house fixed, and save for those times of distress. Things are getting better.
There may be a chance for property management, if so I will let you know how that goes. Also, have filled for an eviction already, she hasn't been in the house for 3 months. Will see how that goes. Was thinking, that if property management is an option, I will video the homes and upload them to see the before and after. This is exciting, another endeavor. Meanwhile, I will continue to do fun things.
Work with me people I am only human and learning everyday, thankful for my gifts and the mistakes I made. Without them I wouldn't be here right now. Financial success will be mine, I believe it!
A few months back I realized that there is this person in me that is trying to get out. I will admit I am afraid of what it could be. It is only good. Shying away from things that bring me joy, so sad. 2013 will be a year of recovery, of what was lost, not getting those things back, but learning from previous mistakes and not holding on to them. Using them as lessons to help me grow into the person that I am meant to be.
Pay bills on time, if possible set up a bill pay with power.
turn in modem to Knology
pay mortgage behind 1300, 2 months and escrow
pay Marybelle on time
ask for settlement with companies I owe
pay off forecloser ask for settlement
Save $1,000 a month
find out about refinancing Marybelle
In the meantime, pay off things that have been lingering for a while. Slowly get the house fixed, and save for those times of distress. Things are getting better.
There may be a chance for property management, if so I will let you know how that goes. Also, have filled for an eviction already, she hasn't been in the house for 3 months. Will see how that goes. Was thinking, that if property management is an option, I will video the homes and upload them to see the before and after. This is exciting, another endeavor. Meanwhile, I will continue to do fun things.
Work with me people I am only human and learning everyday, thankful for my gifts and the mistakes I made. Without them I wouldn't be here right now. Financial success will be mine, I believe it!
Sunday, December 9, 2012
DIY, is Totally for Me
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Another thing, I feel much better about my past and the things that took place. I had to go through to learn and get in a better place. Everything is alright and things happen for a reason. I am learning how to manage and not worry and stress over things. Yes, money is important, but it doesn't equal happiness. Life, joy, and love are wonderful aspects of our lives and we tend to push it away for crazy things. Now, it's time for me to make a difference and put myself first and manage my life.
It will be a journey that I am willing to take. Tired of being in that place that I was once in, not knowing what to do to make things better. Pay off all debt, not incur anymore and put all extra cash toward debts. This will not be done in vain.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
2013 Is Coming Fast
I do believe that I only used this blog twice this year and my finances of come to pieces. There have been so many things that have taken place since the last time to wrote a post.
For instance:
Lost house of Parkchester, still haven't seen about that. the insurance has lapsed and I haven't taken the time to do anything. I felt like I failure and didn't and really haven't talked about this to anyone.
Direct tv disconnected
ADT from Oneal Street
Storage want to put everything on Craigslist or something, behind, next month things will be auctioned off, that isn't happening
Marybelle brakes and running hot
Liam air conditioning and loud noise
Wachovia
US Dept of Education
Tax Lien
Knology
On a lighter note, I do know where my money is going and that is a good thing. I actually see now, where I didn't before. Spending isn't a big thing. I know where my money is going. Not just wasting cash. Not eating out anymore, which is a good thing.
Now to put the money toward bills that have been lingering for a while. Lossing the house to me made me feel like a total failure, as if there was no recovery. Then I was told that just like I got that house and the other one, I can get another one. Since it was put to me like that, I completely understand. The money I receive should be used to help build up my future, not wasted on things that aren't important!
This period has been a learning one for me and it is time that I make changes that will benefit me in the long run. Not having a cable bill has helped me put that money toward other things. Time keeps on moving and in 3 years I will be 40 years of age. There has been so many money that I have wasted on things that have no value. Many of which I no longer own and don't know what happened to them. Life, true is a journey, but it is all how you make it. Live and learn and don't hold on to the past. Grow from it and become a better person.
Daily I am learning what and what not to do. I am going to make mistakes, but as long as I learn things will be fine! No, I am not embarrassed of my happenings, I am here for you to learn from me. It's ok, life goes on!
I will not be away for long. Like I always say, things tend to work themselves out, they always do.
For instance:
Lost house of Parkchester, still haven't seen about that. the insurance has lapsed and I haven't taken the time to do anything. I felt like I failure and didn't and really haven't talked about this to anyone.
Direct tv disconnected
ADT from Oneal Street
Storage want to put everything on Craigslist or something, behind, next month things will be auctioned off, that isn't happening
Marybelle brakes and running hot
Liam air conditioning and loud noise
Wachovia
US Dept of Education
Tax Lien
Knology
On a lighter note, I do know where my money is going and that is a good thing. I actually see now, where I didn't before. Spending isn't a big thing. I know where my money is going. Not just wasting cash. Not eating out anymore, which is a good thing.
Now to put the money toward bills that have been lingering for a while. Lossing the house to me made me feel like a total failure, as if there was no recovery. Then I was told that just like I got that house and the other one, I can get another one. Since it was put to me like that, I completely understand. The money I receive should be used to help build up my future, not wasted on things that aren't important!
This period has been a learning one for me and it is time that I make changes that will benefit me in the long run. Not having a cable bill has helped me put that money toward other things. Time keeps on moving and in 3 years I will be 40 years of age. There has been so many money that I have wasted on things that have no value. Many of which I no longer own and don't know what happened to them. Life, true is a journey, but it is all how you make it. Live and learn and don't hold on to the past. Grow from it and become a better person.
Daily I am learning what and what not to do. I am going to make mistakes, but as long as I learn things will be fine! No, I am not embarrassed of my happenings, I am here for you to learn from me. It's ok, life goes on!
I will not be away for long. Like I always say, things tend to work themselves out, they always do.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Trouble is Always There
8 months later and still finances are an issue of mine. As the saying goes, I can't win for losing. Don't get me wrong things are good and I always get out of the situation I am in.
This is what is going on:
Parkchester about to go in foreclosure. Probably already in it $3500
Gas bill
TMobile about to be turned off
Direct TV turned off
Knology
Marybelle tire and brakes
Liam muffler and air
MEA
Tax Lien
US Dept of Education
Wachovia
I am blessed, don't get me wrong. There are plenty of wonderful things that have happened. I am glad to have been able to receive and experience all of them. Being able to conquer these financial issues will let me know that I can do anything. The sad and funny part of it all is that money comes in, and I misuse it. That is all that it is, I don't respect money. I said. I have two checks that I haven't cashed, one is almost 2 months old.
As I stated, money comes in and I don't use it how it should be. Plus I am owed $2850. Filing for an eviction tomorrow. Overdrawn in my account too. The story of my life. I can help everybody, but I can't seem to help myself. So very sad.
The other day I wrote out all of the bills that I owe. I get paid in a few days.
Should I take money out of one account to clear the checking from being overdrawn?
Pay gas bill
When I get paid take all of my money and pay off the foreclosure? Leaving me broke for the enitre month. ( I will get a refund at the end of June)
Family reunion at the end of June, need to purchase ticket and find a place to stay
Too hot to drive Liam, sometimes he doesn't want to crank
Marybelle's tire is flat and it has a sensor in it and her breaks need fixing
What makes matters worse is, I have the money, I just don't want to pay my bills. I said it, ok! That's the truth of the matter. Things always work themselves out. Didn't mention that the back of Parkchester is awful full of weeds. Working on turning that into a group home. Learn how to make arrangments with the different companies.
This is what is going on:
Parkchester about to go in foreclosure. Probably already in it $3500
Gas bill
TMobile about to be turned off
Direct TV turned off
Knology
Marybelle tire and brakes
Liam muffler and air
MEA
Tax Lien
US Dept of Education
Wachovia
I am blessed, don't get me wrong. There are plenty of wonderful things that have happened. I am glad to have been able to receive and experience all of them. Being able to conquer these financial issues will let me know that I can do anything. The sad and funny part of it all is that money comes in, and I misuse it. That is all that it is, I don't respect money. I said. I have two checks that I haven't cashed, one is almost 2 months old.
As I stated, money comes in and I don't use it how it should be. Plus I am owed $2850. Filing for an eviction tomorrow. Overdrawn in my account too. The story of my life. I can help everybody, but I can't seem to help myself. So very sad.
The other day I wrote out all of the bills that I owe. I get paid in a few days.
Should I take money out of one account to clear the checking from being overdrawn?
Pay gas bill
When I get paid take all of my money and pay off the foreclosure? Leaving me broke for the enitre month. ( I will get a refund at the end of June)
Family reunion at the end of June, need to purchase ticket and find a place to stay
Too hot to drive Liam, sometimes he doesn't want to crank
Marybelle's tire is flat and it has a sensor in it and her breaks need fixing
What makes matters worse is, I have the money, I just don't want to pay my bills. I said it, ok! That's the truth of the matter. Things always work themselves out. Didn't mention that the back of Parkchester is awful full of weeds. Working on turning that into a group home. Learn how to make arrangments with the different companies.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Things Tend to Work Themselves Out
The last few months were a mess for me, I didn't know whether I was coming or going, but now EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT NOW. One may ask, what is so different? I have decided not to worry and do what I can with what I have. No need to worry, because things tend to work themselves out one way or another. Still behind on my mortgages, but I'm alright with that. By the end of this year everything will be much better than it was.
Things that still need to be taken care of:
cable bill
ADT
overdrawn in my account again
Really sick and tired of being sick and tired. It seems that I keep making the same mistakes and getting completely no where. What seems to be the problem? Holding on to the past, these are things that I can not change. I haven't realized that I can do and be anyone that I want to be.
Next Steps
move from where I am
get burglar doors
keep putting money into my accounts
stop worrying
Don't know what to say or do, feel sometimes that I am not worthy, but I know I am. As always this is me venting!
Things that still need to be taken care of:
cable bill
ADT
overdrawn in my account again
Really sick and tired of being sick and tired. It seems that I keep making the same mistakes and getting completely no where. What seems to be the problem? Holding on to the past, these are things that I can not change. I haven't realized that I can do and be anyone that I want to be.
Next Steps
move from where I am
get burglar doors
keep putting money into my accounts
stop worrying
Don't know what to say or do, feel sometimes that I am not worthy, but I know I am. As always this is me venting!
Thursday, October 6, 2011
This is the Skinny
Have cut all ties with the house on Colorado Street. Staying with my mom, feel such like a loser. Paying off bills, but not doing that in the correct order. So, so very sad. On a lighter note, I feel free from all of the stress that I had this time last month. Follow me, you know sometimes, my writing is sometimes random. These are the things I need to get done. Also, I was told that I am lazy and I am not retired. I truly understand what that means. I do things at my own pace. Not anyone elses. I have also been told that I am a free spirit, whatever that means. I guess I can look that up.
Behind on mortgages
Power
Cable
Car note
House repaired on Fisk
Find me a place to stay: This is really not working for me!
Get business license for WJJ Properties
Put houses under LLC
Doctor Hospital
ADT
Slowing down has really help me get it together. I know I have potential, it's just tapping into it. It seems that I keep making the same mistakes. A budget is in my future.
November bills
Mortgages
Power
Car note
House repaired on Fisk
Have to find me a place to stay by February
Of course these are random thoughts, but last month was something, a big chaotic mess. That landed me to here. Make it work is what I say! It's a long journey, but I will make small steps to get where I need to be.
Also, good tenants!
Behind on mortgages
Power
Cable
Car note
House repaired on Fisk
Find me a place to stay: This is really not working for me!
Get business license for WJJ Properties
Put houses under LLC
Doctor Hospital
ADT
Slowing down has really help me get it together. I know I have potential, it's just tapping into it. It seems that I keep making the same mistakes. A budget is in my future.
November bills
Mortgages
Power
Car note
House repaired on Fisk
Have to find me a place to stay by February
Of course these are random thoughts, but last month was something, a big chaotic mess. That landed me to here. Make it work is what I say! It's a long journey, but I will make small steps to get where I need to be.
Also, good tenants!
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Been Thinking Earlier Today
Almost finished moving everything. I decided to leave the refrigerator and stove in the house. If someone comes and steals it so be it.
There are a few things that I have discovered throughout all of the things that have been happening!
Write letters to the mortgage company asking for a better interest rate and a grace period
Disconnect the utilities, all of them
As I come up with ideas I will post them. To some extent I think I am crazy, but not as crazy as others. Will work toward purchasing these properties and keep it moving. Thanks for reading!
There are a few things that I have discovered throughout all of the things that have been happening!
- Attach to nothing
- Slow down, don't make the first decision that comes to mind. Sleep on it and come up with a decision the next day.
- Worry not, things have a way of working themselves out
- Let people help me
- Shop around. Don't always jump on the first one. Get bids, don't just tell them they have the job
- Stop spending so much, take my time in making decisions
- Be honest
Write letters to the mortgage company asking for a better interest rate and a grace period
Disconnect the utilities, all of them
As I come up with ideas I will post them. To some extent I think I am crazy, but not as crazy as others. Will work toward purchasing these properties and keep it moving. Thanks for reading!
What Am I Doing Wrong?
This is everything that is happening in my life!
First, been paying attention to the way things have been working out. I have had cash 3x over and spent all of it. On what? Your guess is as good as mine! Need to step outside of self and see what is really going on. In my own opinion, I have taken on more than I can handle. Getting this house fixed has cost more than I thought it would. The guy I have working for me doesn't have transportation, therefore, he doesn't have the cash to buy his own materials. Out more money there. The positive side of that is he is finding things that are wrong and letting me know and fixing them. The house should have been rented last week, not an options.
The house that I moved my stuff into, got broke in. So, I had to move everything yesterday. They only took the television (flat screen, of course). Plus, the neighbor had a video camera and caught them walking with it down the street. Maybe the cops can decipher who it is. Also, the money that they got from the tv is gone. What is the world coming to? Most of my stuff has been removed. The only thing in the house is books, stove, refrigerator and some other things. I did get storage, so that is a good thing.
I thought that one mortgage payment wasn't paid, but she paid me in advance for this month. Right now at this moment, I am going toward zero. Supposed to close on the house at the end of the month, but I don't think that will be a good option. Being that I owe
Suntrust 2x
Bank of America 2x
Person working on house $300
Materials to fix house
Power bill $400+ (of course this is late and I need to transfer service to Fisk to complete repairs)
Water bill
Marybelles car note $500
Marybelle and Liam's insurance $133
I am sure there is more that I owe, but looking all of these bills comes close to $4000, that I don't have. Plus, I am supposed to close on the house at the end of the month. As I and you can see that isn't going to be an option. Make the first thing first,
Make sure there's enough money to cover car note
Pay person working on house
Get property manager to put the power in her name (will not have to pay late fees)
Pay the water bill
Let guy know that I still want to purchase home, but can't due to other obligations
Get Fisk situated and rented out
Move all stuff from other house
As things started to crumble in my face. I realized that there are some business things that need to be taken care of, for instance, all of the properties need to be under one umbrelle. Meaning there needs to be an LLC formed so that in cause of emergencies no one can take them away from me. No co-mingling which I admit, I have been doing the entire time. That is not a good way to go. I will admit, I am not doing what is best for my properties. It seems the better things get the worse they get.
As far as the house that I moved out of, there were signs and my mind was not in a good place to recognize that. For instance, I looked myself out of the house twice last weekend. That was a sign and didn't see it. Not dealing with the properties, but when going to work, I haven't been dressing up, just getting by. All of this has to stop. Today, I will make the most of what I have and make the main thing the the main thing. Write letters to the mortgage companies to inform them that I will have the mortgages paid by the middle of next month. Stop spending unnecessarilty. I will admit, most of the money I have been spending has been going toward eating out. Living between to homes is not a good thing.
On a good note, me moving will save money and allow me to get caught up on all of these bills that I owe. I have taken on more than I can chew. Once things are caught up
Put all houses under an LLC
Apply for business license
Let tenants know there will be someone coming by every 3 months to check on the houses to make sure things are working probably.
Put money in the Suntrust Account and use that for business
Slow down
In some aspects, I feel like a failure, but I know this isn't the case at all. I am being worked on and no one did this but myself. Now all I have to do is remove myself from these situations and make the main thing the main thing. Right now, the main thing is getting Fisk up and running. In doing so, that will bring in cash that I didn't have. I know that this too shall pass and when I get on the other side of this I will be in a better place. Things happen for a reason and this is happening to let me know that I have taken on too much.
Writing/typing has made me see things in a different light. It has made me feel better about my situation. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I am not the first and will not be the last to get in this type of situation. I will be alright. So first things first, write letters to mortgage companies to let them know I am aware of the late fees and will pay them as soon as I can.
It doesn't seem like I will ever achieve financial success, but these are the roads to make it work. Everything will be alright in a few months.
First, been paying attention to the way things have been working out. I have had cash 3x over and spent all of it. On what? Your guess is as good as mine! Need to step outside of self and see what is really going on. In my own opinion, I have taken on more than I can handle. Getting this house fixed has cost more than I thought it would. The guy I have working for me doesn't have transportation, therefore, he doesn't have the cash to buy his own materials. Out more money there. The positive side of that is he is finding things that are wrong and letting me know and fixing them. The house should have been rented last week, not an options.
The house that I moved my stuff into, got broke in. So, I had to move everything yesterday. They only took the television (flat screen, of course). Plus, the neighbor had a video camera and caught them walking with it down the street. Maybe the cops can decipher who it is. Also, the money that they got from the tv is gone. What is the world coming to? Most of my stuff has been removed. The only thing in the house is books, stove, refrigerator and some other things. I did get storage, so that is a good thing.
I thought that one mortgage payment wasn't paid, but she paid me in advance for this month. Right now at this moment, I am going toward zero. Supposed to close on the house at the end of the month, but I don't think that will be a good option. Being that I owe
Suntrust 2x
Bank of America 2x
Person working on house $300
Materials to fix house
Power bill $400+ (of course this is late and I need to transfer service to Fisk to complete repairs)
Water bill
Marybelles car note $500
Marybelle and Liam's insurance $133
I am sure there is more that I owe, but looking all of these bills comes close to $4000, that I don't have. Plus, I am supposed to close on the house at the end of the month. As I and you can see that isn't going to be an option. Make the first thing first,
Make sure there's enough money to cover car note
Pay person working on house
Get property manager to put the power in her name (will not have to pay late fees)
Pay the water bill
Let guy know that I still want to purchase home, but can't due to other obligations
Get Fisk situated and rented out
Move all stuff from other house
As things started to crumble in my face. I realized that there are some business things that need to be taken care of, for instance, all of the properties need to be under one umbrelle. Meaning there needs to be an LLC formed so that in cause of emergencies no one can take them away from me. No co-mingling which I admit, I have been doing the entire time. That is not a good way to go. I will admit, I am not doing what is best for my properties. It seems the better things get the worse they get.
As far as the house that I moved out of, there were signs and my mind was not in a good place to recognize that. For instance, I looked myself out of the house twice last weekend. That was a sign and didn't see it. Not dealing with the properties, but when going to work, I haven't been dressing up, just getting by. All of this has to stop. Today, I will make the most of what I have and make the main thing the the main thing. Write letters to the mortgage companies to inform them that I will have the mortgages paid by the middle of next month. Stop spending unnecessarilty. I will admit, most of the money I have been spending has been going toward eating out. Living between to homes is not a good thing.
On a good note, me moving will save money and allow me to get caught up on all of these bills that I owe. I have taken on more than I can chew. Once things are caught up
Put all houses under an LLC
Apply for business license
Let tenants know there will be someone coming by every 3 months to check on the houses to make sure things are working probably.
Put money in the Suntrust Account and use that for business
Slow down
In some aspects, I feel like a failure, but I know this isn't the case at all. I am being worked on and no one did this but myself. Now all I have to do is remove myself from these situations and make the main thing the main thing. Right now, the main thing is getting Fisk up and running. In doing so, that will bring in cash that I didn't have. I know that this too shall pass and when I get on the other side of this I will be in a better place. Things happen for a reason and this is happening to let me know that I have taken on too much.
Writing/typing has made me see things in a different light. It has made me feel better about my situation. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I am not the first and will not be the last to get in this type of situation. I will be alright. So first things first, write letters to mortgage companies to let them know I am aware of the late fees and will pay them as soon as I can.
It doesn't seem like I will ever achieve financial success, but these are the roads to make it work. Everything will be alright in a few months.
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